You were just like the movies I wanted to stay for a while But some films were never meant to be When you're speaking to me I get lost in the moons on your face I struggle to remember what you tried to say I saw you in a dream last night I know you were saying goodbye We talked about Landslide a long time ago And I told you I never wanted to die on that road, so Why must we be angry We used to be laughing and smiles I struggle to remember what you used to say Lets go get some groceries Lets make a meal we've never made I want to dig up an old day to replay The world where I was young was a solid world, the world were all kinds of things that have now disappeared, were thought to be going to last forever. It didn't dawn on people that they would cease - Before family prayers I had to do half an hour's practice at the piano which I hated - It's always come out that sort of austere living by well-to-do people, which in those days was fairly common. - Bertrand Russell

Holidays over, pack your bags and drive Down that road a million times The silent yelling of your mind Ill try Tell me something new Tell me something different All those things you do To try and keep my interest But I was never yours No I was never yours Not laughing at those stories anymore Why must life go on anymore? Why do I want you more and more? These little tears Form unions down your face They're beckoning to say The words you dare to say But see Harboring emotional tolls from far away wont sustain And I know you cant maintain Any sort of habitable place Ill try I will try I will try Tell me something new Tell me something different All those things you do To try and keep my interest But I was never yours No I was never yours Not laughing at those stories anymore Chapter 27's when she left me The book, up to that part, was pretty good Sprinkled with love, fortune, and loss A protagonist that doesn't know what he's got But those like me will never finish the thing We'll never get to see the end We'll never get the best of them Ill try Tell me something new Tell me something different All those things you do To try and keep my interest But I was never yours No I was never yours Not laughing at those stories anymore Tell me something new Tell me something different All those things you do To try and keep my interest But I was never yours No I was never yours Not laughing at those stories anymore Ill try Tell me something new Tell me something different All those things you do To try and keep my interest But I was never yours No I was never yours Not laughing at those stories anymore Ill try Tell me something new Tell me something different All those things you do To try and keep my interest But I was never yours No I was never yours Not laughing at those stories anymore Ill try Tell me something new Tell me something different All those things you do To try and keep my interest But I was never yours No I was never yours Not laughing at those stories anymore Ill try Tell me something new Tell me something different All those things you do To try and keep my interest But I was never yours No I was never yours Not laughing at those stories anymore Ill try Tell me something new Tell me something different All those things you do To try and keep my interest But I was never yours No I was never yours Not laughing at those stories anymore

Girl is like a heartbreak angel Come in my life I was really too depressed Or maybe unimpressed But, you changed my mind I don't want anything to do with her I don't want anything to do with love I just got another itching for Another spider on my kitchen floor Got nothing to spend Got nothing to lose Got no one to kiss Got nothing And all the come-on kids seem to lose their touch So when the sunrise Starts to come The fetish off to bed

She had her best clothes on I threw something together We were all fucked up Couldn't walk down there The sun was on our heads On our heads She was mad about something I said A fit of rage, stream of consciousness The way I rave through this grand mess She holds my hand I want to be there again Walk me through this Hold me through this Break my teeth again

Watching a president from when I was young Dad was alive, and mom in good health And wondering what went wrong Going nowhere like a bat out of hell And if you listen to the birds outside Listen to the words they cry I think they're speaking to me I think they're speaking to me Its so much different outside than a summertime suicide Happy winter And thanks for thinking of me every time that you blocked my calls And if you listen to the birds outside Listen to the words they cry I think they're speaking to me I think they're speaking to me

When you fall You'll crash and hit the wall And when you tell the news Nobody will care at all You'll tell all of your friends They'll wonder how they they could have listened better in the end But I don't plan to fall Now, don't you know the story's never over New chapter begins today, who am I kidding I'll leave you in the past Thats not where I wanted you Its just where you intended to be I'll talk to you someday Not Tuesday, Wednesday, Monday Some other time

You think I'm blind to it all The guys on your phone And its ok, do what you want Its less bad when I walk Your life's a constant hassle Go try to enjoy Go have a good time baby With your newfound boys I find my way inside Cause I'd rather be dead I'd rather pretend everything's fine Cause I find my way inside One day now And why you gotta be so rude? I let you get off Is it because I never loved you? Is that what you want? Well I can't love a person Who only loves themselves And I don't see the purpose Of living in this hell I find my way inside Cause I'd rather be dead I'd rather pretend that everything's fine Cause I find my way inside One day now

I took her handouts somewhere else Where should we be going? I don't want you to forget when we grow old anymore Just a couple of years away from lost in my grave Just a couple years away I think I remember what your sister said She never wants to see me again How about you, did you forget? How great it used to be I want to walk down that old street Theres no reason for me now Cause when I go down there looking around All the dogs are scoping me out They know I don't belong

Everyone you want Everyone who holds your hand could tell you that they want you there and only There you go talking All your friends All your friends want you there again Don't you hurt them now I know they would never settle down If you went away Cause if you had someone to hold your hand You would never even want to walk again You would, sit there and watch your life go by You want to cross it off your list You want to have one last kiss But your baby is some-hundred miles away

I don't want to live a life like this Cause I can't breathe when you're gone And you're gone And I cant see you here Coming back to save me one last time Moonset yellow feline eyes That dart across the road This town makes you feel alive And also alone But you can't be homesick without a home to go back to I don't want to live a life like this Cause I can't breathe when you're gone And you're gone And I cant see you here I don't want to live a life like this Cause I can't breathe when you're gone And you're gone And I cant see you here On these roads, leave your stain Crackhead, lawyers on the train But who knows where to go? Testament to the new crusade With a large megaphone But you can't be homesick without a home to go back to

I don't want to tear us apart like this And I sure wish we could love, the way that we did I know you're sick Somethings wrong and I don't know what it is Jesus saves, but I don't think he exists And I wont hurt you I don't want to hurt you but I just want to have fun Like you have, like you have Go out and find someone Like you have, like you have Plotting perspectives on slit stained wrists You can show the world your pain But they wont give a shit I know its lost And we're in a vacuum of processed thoughts And I'd be there if I could bear the cost And they'll just hurt you I don't want them to hurt you, but I just want to have fun Like you have, like you have Go out and find someone Like you have, like you have I had learned at home to say almost nothing about what I really thought. My people had a horror of philosophy which interested me. And they would say every time philosophy was mentioned. - Bertrand Russell I just want to have fun Like you have, like you have Go out and find someone Like you have, like you have